My Life Now and The Pandemic of 2020

Hello to all,

It has been a fairly long time since my last post (2015 was about 5 years ago.)

Many things have changed in both my life and the world. As it has been five years since I've last posted, a lot of things have changed. For I am no longer in school and I work a full time job.

I don't normally talk about this much, but I find that i do want to mention that I am no longer pursuing any sort of romantic relationship.

Why?

I want to focus on myself. It's surprising that a group of boys that create some of my most favourite songs, are the ones that pushed me to want to love myself. No more will I do things to look better for others. I will do what I want to help myself feel happy in my skin.

Drawing falls into that category. I find enjoyment in drawing, and I am lucky to have my brothers help me, for they purchased and gifted me with a drawing tablet for Christmas. Eventually, I do hope to become a known artist and sell my works.

It will take some time, but I am confident in my slowing growing skills that I will be able to do this.



 Around the worlds at this moment, we have the crisis of what we know as COVID-19. In most cases, I would have been upset that my workplace was deemed essential to stay open in these times. However, the fact that I can still help customers is the upside.

A lot of Car Dealerships have closed for either an employee testing positive for the virus, or their office and HR department deems that due to the low influx of customers that it would be better to close. The dealerships that did this, will be saving money as keeping employees at the dealership cost money, especially those who are paid by salary or hourly.


I'm lucky for the fact that I am still employed and that i can still provide for my immediate family.


I hope everyone is staying both safe and healthy among this worldly crisis.

Another Delay

I find it quite funny how I said that i would be blogging more, in which, it actually hasn't happened. I believe that I will be able to blog more often then not this school year. With my classes being a lot less than before, my assignments being handed out every class, and my Radio show about to start. I will have at least 2-3 day out of 7 to post something. whether it be about my school work on Broadcasting - Radio, or my social life going out with my significant other. I will do my best this time. I need to. It's something I've always wanted to do, but never had the time to do so till now. I hope to be able to do a lot more in my life. Be it just traveling across the city or the world, or just my everyday things. I will do more now rather than never.


Anyway, school has started. the separated class groups now mingled into one big one. Class work being divided up between everyone. Assignments and even a psychology class. The school year has only just begun, and yet it feels like summer never even happened. I love school, i love the professors, and I love my classmates and my fellow peers in the school.

I believe I will achieve a lot more this year than I have any other year, and I'm going to start it by doing everything I can in my ability to get an internship, job, and the best I can in my classes.

Always striving to do my best.

Elizabeth

Delayed Start

Although school has been over for a month now, I find that it is quite hard to be productive. First of all, I continually forget about this blog, not specifically, but forget to at least post something. Now, I'm out job hunting, starting a podcast and possibly starting a YouTube channel as well. (For the podcast you can follow on twitter @channel3podcast) Doing all of these in addition to cleaning and doing chores around the house has left me close to no time to myself (which is probably a lie seeing as I'm making this post now). Now, however, I plan to become a better me.

"What do you mean by that?"

Well, I plan to eat better for once. Exercise more, most likely by dancing, to be fit as I once was. Give myself enough time to spend on myself after doing chores. After a day or two of job hunting, make plans for the recordings of the podcast 'Channel 3' and YouTube Channel 'BOOBOO & CHOWCHOW' (Totally not promoting these or anything).

This way, I will be able to relax, or at least have a routine down for my summer this year. And hopefully finally have a job. ^ ^

Anyway, I think that's enough babbling for now. I think, the next time I post something, it will be about the YouTube Channel BOOBOO & CHOWCHOW.

Tah tah for now! :)

Clingy Clothes

Every clothing store you walk in, whether it be one specifically towards females or both genders. I find that it's very hard to come across a store that will have clothes in my size. The problem? Normally I can find clothes that would fit my short 5"3' height, but the fact that I am a bit muscular compared to the average female my age doesn't help me as all. My butt is bigger than I want it to be, so then my thighs are a bit big as well. Most stores sell short pants, but for females with close to no 'booty'. So that leaves me with having to go and find larger sizes, and that doesn't help with my self confidence in how I see my body. It would be more helpful, to females who are in the same predicament as myself, to see stores with materials for girls of all sizes, not just '00' or anything like that.

Returning Anew

It's been a while, a really long time since I've been on this blog. Mostly because I think that school and my other after school programs have taken up a lot of my time. Being busy with recordings, finishing up my time in the RCACC, graduating from high school and moving on to college, struggling with trying to find a job (and still struggling). I find that, since I'm half way through reading week, I should touch up on some of the old things that I never finished. So, I went through all of the bookmarked web pages on my browser and found this blog.

I think, since I've been so busy (or maybe just too lazy) that I haven found the energy to do anything, not even to continue to write a fan fiction that I had started last year.

However, I do want to do something productive, and if that means blogging after almost every day, or every other day (or week) when I come home from working on assignments, then so be it.
I won't even just keep these to the old, just written blogs, I may even post a few pictures and write about my experience with what ever is in that picture. I think, i may be able to do this, if anything, once a month will be as lazy as I am with updating and what not.

Seeing as we are in the 21st Century, I want to blog about food, games, shows, animes, life stlye, clothes, movies, and anything else I experience in life. Including my life on the one I'm in love with. This blog will be at my disposal, and I will add other blogs, that will be specific to what I want to blog about. This one, on the other hand, will be my main blog about... well, everything, like I've said before. So here, as a new clean slate, here is a picture of me.. I think a year or two ago. I have in fact cut my hair this year, and I will keep you all update on that as well!

I hope you are all able to enjoy this as much as I will, and that you all have a wonderful day!

(P.S. yes, that is a Pokemon toque I am wearing in the picture)

Stress

I am sooooo stressed out it is not even funny. One, I have school. Meaning waking up early in the morning. Then I have school work, which takes quite a while causing me to sleep a bit later than usual. (cutting my sleeping time) and then there's fricken Cadets. It takes up my weekends where I still cannot sleep in. I NEED more than one hour to sleep in if I need a good night of rest.

Its just pissing me off, anyways, yeah, peace out people.

Autum

I love this weather. The weather where I can wear comfy sweaters and scarves. Step onto the crisp leaves, hearing them crunch underneath my feet. Trees changing from their usual healthy green to the bright orange, yellow and red.

My only dislike to the weather is that its to cuddle with someone. And if you anything like me right now, you'd be single. Meaning you've got no one to cuddle with.

But anyways I just adore this season and definitly cannot wait for winter.
:)