Hello to all,
It has been a fairly long time since my last post (2015 was about 5 years ago.)
Many things have changed in both my life and the world. As it has been five years since I've last posted, a lot of things have changed. For I am no longer in school and I work a full time job.
I don't normally talk about this much, but I find that i do want to mention that I am no longer pursuing any sort of romantic relationship.
Why?
I want to focus on myself. It's surprising that a group of boys that create some of my most favourite songs, are the ones that pushed me to want to love myself. No more will I do things to look better for others. I will do what I want to help myself feel happy in my skin.
Drawing falls into that category. I find enjoyment in drawing, and I am lucky to have my brothers help me, for they purchased and gifted me with a drawing tablet for Christmas. Eventually, I do hope to become a known artist and sell my works.
It will take some time, but I am confident in my slowing growing skills that I will be able to do this.
Around the worlds at this moment, we have the crisis of what we know as COVID-19. In most cases, I would have been upset that my workplace was deemed essential to stay open in these times. However, the fact that I can still help customers is the upside.
A lot of Car Dealerships have closed for either an employee testing positive for the virus, or their office and HR department deems that due to the low influx of customers that it would be better to close. The dealerships that did this, will be saving money as keeping employees at the dealership cost money, especially those who are paid by salary or hourly.
I'm lucky for the fact that I am still employed and that i can still provide for my immediate family.
I hope everyone is staying both safe and healthy among this worldly crisis.
