My new Fan Fiction. :)

Im choking, as if I was drowning. Nothing and no one could save me. The darkness swallowing me whole, until... There was a voice, an angelic heavenly voice singing. I began to see a small but strong light beginning to shine in the distance. I struggled to get my body to stand and began to walk/stumble towards it. I got closer towards it till I heard a blood curdling scream.

I bolted upright in my bed screaming, a cold sweat plastering my dark brown hair to my face. I was panting heavily.

This is the beginning to one of my stories, probably a fan fiction. Do you guys & girls like it? Tell me please. :)

Camping :)

In about... 10 hours I'm going to be leaving home to go camping. I have not been camping for at least 2 years. Im really excited to go back with the family  the only thing is that I don't like to swim in Lake Ontario that much anymore. Im a good swimmer, I just prefer swimming pools more than the natural bodies of water. Anyways once I'm gone, I'm going to try and go for a few jogs/runs. In the end I am just glad that I get to go camping again.

Well, till next time (probably Friday) later ya'll! :)

Tears

I always have these feelings right before I sleep. Feelings that I will never find the right person to love me for who I am. Even as I listen to upbeat music my eyes start to tear up and I cry. I think, I'm an ugly bitch and a horrible person. I'm fat, overweight, unhealthy and a very unpretty girl. It just kills me because I think, I was never good enough for my first boyfriend. What's the point on having another? No one will love me for who I am other than my family. I will always be an outcast because of my randomness and weirdness. I will be forever alone, and I will stay alone in the corner of my room forever thinking this.

I always think this every single night.
Well... Goodnight everyone.

Sibling Love

I'm so happy, so very happy that my brother is back home. He left for 6 weeks of the summer and spent it in England. I honestly missed him so much, even though he bugs me a lot. Im glad he's home, he told many stories that happened while he was there. All were funny, but I just really missed my brother. We're like bestfriends, i've bonded with him a lot the past school year. Again I must say that I miss him. I love that I have a brother like him who looks after me, and who I can go up to if I have a problem. Though usually replies to me with a sarcastic answer at first. But in the end I missed my big brother/bestfriend a lot while he was gone.
I love my brother :')

Till next time, bye guys/girls! :)

Different

I feel like after all those years of being a tomboy and playing a lot of sports that im now becoming a bit... Different, hate to say it but I think im changing... In a good way though, im just touching up on my feminine side (Not that im girl already). But I mean beginning to watch The Bachelor and The Bachelorette. Just to see why other girls are so interested into it. Though I still love to watch sports and play video games.

Im glad that im changing (The good change). Well bye bye for now! :)

Another small obsession...

To be honest, I am becoming obsessed with Barbie movies :$ its a tad embaressing. But I have to admit I do miss Barbie... It could be because when I was little I would just cut off my barbie's hair and throw them away. So I guess you could say that watching these movies is to like... Relive my childhood the girly way.

Well... That's all that was on my mind for now. Goodbye everyone. Till next time, Dream on! :)

Small Obsession

I have to admit i have a small obsession of the new British boy-band One Direction. In the beginning i loved their music, then looked more into how they became to be One Direction. As i continued to 'research' about them i guess you could say that i... fell in love with them. I love how they are so... down to earth, like most boys except for the fact that they have the ability to sing. All of the boys from One Direction have their own personalities which is wonderful! But i would really want to meet and become friends with them. Just because they seem like really nice boys, i would ignore the fact that they are famous and just... hang out with them. this is because most boys i know are nothing like these outgoing, funny and adorable guys.

So that was just a little bit about my obsession of One Direction, i could talk a lot more about them, but i don't think that would be good to let out all of my knowledge about them.

Goodbye for now! :)

Feels...

For the past... Half a year, my brain has been going through lots of thoughts. One I finally got my first kiss.... And second being the fact that I like two people, both go to school. One has been in my classes, the other has gone to an afterschool program I go to. For a while I held back trying not to do anything. Then I thought, 'if I dont deserve them then I should just forget about them.' So I tried to for a bit and ended up getting closer to one of them. As soon as I realized it I backed off making... A lot of distance. Then I began to show my feelings to the other guy. And I confessed like months beforehand, I guess he just forgot. Before I knew it mostly everyone in the afterschool program knew about my crush on him. As the weeks went by I grew more to like him, one weekend the program had a trip and we all stayed in a hotel. Not knowing what was going to happen and before thinking, I went over to his room and we talked for what seemed like minutes but was actually an hour. A few things happened that night (2:30-4:30am) ... Or morning if you want to call it, though I dont feel like talking about that. Lets just say we had an interesting conversation. A few days after that and after some of our many conversations over the phone we began to date for about a month. The spark was there for a bit, but we both could feel that the spark was dieing down. So he was the one to break it to me. And now? I dont know what to do, its only been a month since then.
Well... I still like the other guy but im sure he'll never know. But hey, im just glad I was able to type this out. It makes me feel better. :) Now goodnight to everyone reading this blog of mine.

A little about me...

Well, I realized that my first blog made no sence what so ever. Though usually I never make sence to people. Anyways getting back to the topic about me, well.. Lets just say im a person who loves food, sports, books, and social networks. Im random, crazy, shy, loud, weird, and calm. I concider myself a leader not a follower (Though you follow people on twitter). And with that I leave you people who are reading my blog/s a small idea of who I am. Have a wonderful... Life!

First Blog Ever!!

Woot Woot, this is my first blog ever! I know I'm slow at these things but i will get better at it! :) Now for this i'm just going to say that my blogs are going to have many random things ranging from food to relationships. Stuff like that, but mostly whatever is on my mind. So if you just so happen to read this just to let you know... I LOVE YOU! :* And i will try to blog whenever i can