I always have these feelings right before I sleep. Feelings that I will never find the right person to love me for who I am. Even as I listen to upbeat music my eyes start to tear up and I cry. I think, I'm an ugly bitch and a horrible person. I'm fat, overweight, unhealthy and a very unpretty girl. It just kills me because I think, I was never good enough for my first boyfriend. What's the point on having another? No one will love me for who I am other than my family. I will always be an outcast because of my randomness and weirdness. I will be forever alone, and I will stay alone in the corner of my room forever thinking this.
I always think this every single night.
Well... Goodnight everyone.
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